Hey my dear blog,
dont be upset, I havent give up on you.
Will update you a little now.
Things become messier after my sudden one week return to hometown. My grandpa passed away a week ago, that's the sudden thing. I may not be very close to my grandpa but hearing the news that he passed away, makes me felt upset too. I got the news through msg from my sis at 7.00am. I still attend my classes as usual and laugh with my friends. But the fact is when I received that news, the tears almost fell. I hold on to it. I decided to tell no one about this until I calm down. I do not want to cry in front of ppl.
Grandpa was a traditional man. And you know what the conflict between traditional man and young generation. Though I may dislike certain of his thinking, but I can say I still wish that he could see me graduate. And I know, he would love to see another of his grandchildren graduating from uni too. Two more years but he cant make it. He go through pain during haemodialysis, he go through it. He is getting thinner day by day.
Dad told me he might gave up because he was too afraid of emitting to hospital again. I understand this because human naturally will give up when they are afraid of pain.
I reached my grandpa hse. Look into the coffin, he was in there. Told him, "I'm back". He look prosperous. And I know, he left with peace.
May grandpa rest in peace.
dont be upset, I havent give up on you.
Will update you a little now.
Things become messier after my sudden one week return to hometown. My grandpa passed away a week ago, that's the sudden thing. I may not be very close to my grandpa but hearing the news that he passed away, makes me felt upset too. I got the news through msg from my sis at 7.00am. I still attend my classes as usual and laugh with my friends. But the fact is when I received that news, the tears almost fell. I hold on to it. I decided to tell no one about this until I calm down. I do not want to cry in front of ppl.
Grandpa was a traditional man. And you know what the conflict between traditional man and young generation. Though I may dislike certain of his thinking, but I can say I still wish that he could see me graduate. And I know, he would love to see another of his grandchildren graduating from uni too. Two more years but he cant make it. He go through pain during haemodialysis, he go through it. He is getting thinner day by day.
Dad told me he might gave up because he was too afraid of emitting to hospital again. I understand this because human naturally will give up when they are afraid of pain.
I reached my grandpa hse. Look into the coffin, he was in there. Told him, "I'm back". He look prosperous. And I know, he left with peace.
May grandpa rest in peace.
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