To a friend

Yesterday and today weren't easy. You walked out. When I was packing ytd, I came across a letter you wrote to me. You told me you will stay by. You told me you will wait for me. You told me not to worry. But you walked out they way you wanted.

You told me you felt guilty towards me. You told me you're empty. But you don't need to. I can't understand how complicated your feelings is. But I dont need you to feel guilty towards me. I'm pitiful but the moment you decided to leave, you know this will happen. Like what I told you, I trusted you but you just give it away. You make me to trust you, to believe every words you told me, in the end you walk away the way you wanted. So stylish then don't come to apologize. Because sorry wont heal a broken heart. At this moment, sorry is just a meaningless word.

For all this, you just proved me right. You just proved me I'm right to feel insecure from the beginning. You left without a sign. You prepare yourself with a parachute but leave me falling from the top.

You wanted to know are you a bad person. I can say you are not a bad person. I never believe you are a bad person. It's not sarcasm. You are not a bad person. But what you did hurt me and it's only me. So, it doesn't matter what ppl think about you and no ppl can justify you are a bad person or not except me. You're very mean after you left. But I still believe you are true when you are with me.

I hope what I believe is right.

And you, please. Please be good to me since we are still friends. If I can accept you truly as a friend, I don't see a reason why you can escape this. Please do take care of your life too. As what I see, you seems to be floating in the middle of the sea. Very freely but aimlessly. Take care, my friend =)