It's remarkable that I have exceptionally good memory on things I have seen and gone through. I remember ppl well, the things that they did, the things that I did, felt, speak, talk and everything revolved around me. I remember my friend stories well too as long as I was part of it, I remember.
I used to hate this little talent of mine. Because I used to think that my good memory of remembering my bad past time would affect my happy times. I couldn't smile more because the sad memories will be replaying in my mind again and again. But I learn now that this brain of mine is a great thing.
Talking back with the old friends about our golden days back in about 10 years? Yess, I still have those vivid memories. It's an amazing thing. It just feel like yesterday. And what I appreciate the most is I still remember the details.
Memories fade as it goes. But I'm fortunate that I still can remember all these happy times.
Today, I treasure.
And we spoke about life. TanMingMing said she was and is always a happy person no matter how things happen. There were down times but she is still a happy person. She is happy with her life.
For me,
I am contended at this point. I see more people in my life and not just particular one person. To my surprise, there were many who would still care for my happiness and appreciate my existence. There are still people who would came and ask how am I out of random. And there are still people who enjoy my happiness and laugh at my clumsiness. They are still a lot of people who see me as who I am from the beginning. I didnt realized till this very moment. So yes, I am contended. And I think, finally, ohhh finally, I'm not that childish anymore. I've grown up and learn to live not only wanting people to appreciate me or to put me in the first place but to wish for other people happiness.
Little reason to smile #8: Memories
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