I just hate to be in bad mood. When ever I'm in bad mood, what ever that come across my sight just become so insightful no matter how adorable things are, how tasty food is, how wonderful quotes means and how nicely the song sounds, IT JUST MAKE ME UNHAPPY! Yes, I'm mad. I'm literally mad at anything! Or simply nothing! Good, the pms strikes me. Took all over my soul and every hormones. Me is just no longer Yap Pui Foong.
I came through this stupid quotes that may sounds very enlighten to most ppl but for this particular moment, I just find it annoying.
Yes, we don't always need to pretend strong. We don't need to prove ppl that we are the mighty dinosaur that are not afraid of the sky falling. But if you are crying in front of ppl everyday, ppl will just think that you are pathetic attention seeker that are so vulnerable that can even stand upon your own feet. Try finding a person and tell him/her all your depression story and cry your lung out to express yourselves. Talk to him/ her everyday and cry, cry, cry. I bet in a week him/ her will be missing in fb and you will forever see him/ her offline!
We pretend all time because we have to. Because that is the only thing we feel that is so secure. We want that mask so ppl could look at us as a happy person and treat us the same as all happy ppl out there. We do not want to cry because we don't want any special attention that would make us so weak. We do not want to cry because we do want to depend on a third party to stand up. We pretend all that so we can be a person we wanted to be so much, so desperately.
And most importantly, we pretend to be so fine because we don't want ppl to concern so that we do not need to tell the sad story again.
It's not that we don't want to cry. It's just crying is tiring too.
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