Make a wish

Today is 25September, the day I will have a glimpse of happiness whenever I look at the date. The day that I will feel excited when it strikes 12 at the beginning of the day. The day that my facebook will be fully loaded with notifications. Also, the day that I should thanks my mom the most for all the pain she go through 22years back then.

Yes, it's my birthday! =)

To be honest, I never appreciated my mom so much for bringing me to this world. I never understand the pain and all suffering till the day I have my surgical tooth extraction. It's a minor surgery and everyone might said, owhhhh well what pain is that. I know very well the suffer I go through during my tooth got extracted is no match at all to the pain a mom giving birth to a baby. But because I go through that and I felt it's so torturing, I could imagine how painful my mom go through when she deliver me. Worst, being a bad baby, I was born with my leg out first. My hand got stuck at the opening and it cause my mom a million pain. My heart was screaming out loud for my tooth to come out during the surgical tooth extraction because I do want the dentist to drill my tooth anymore, it's not pain but very very very uneasy. Then, what about my mom that time? Thanks mom =)

Okay, so now, I'm a healthy person.

I would not say I'm 22!

I'm FOREVER 21
& today's the first year anniversary!
*living in denial*

Once again, my birthday is in KK. This is year could be the most lonely birthday I had ever. But, it doesnt matter. Because this year, I learn to appreciate more than ever. Because I'm alone, I see many things that many ppl may miss out and appreciate the thoughts that I may not last time. Last time, I may hope for ppl to give me a celebration, cakes, dinner and birthday songs. But now, I realized, even a simple birthday msg I received, I'm happy and I'm touch. It's a very miracle feeling. Believe me, it's really miracle.

I received a few msgs from my close friends at 12am. And I realized, I may not have many friends but the friends that I have now is the best that I couldn ask for more. They wished me birthday together with a few simple words. But one thing I noticed in every single msg, a similarity of all the msgs that is two words, "Take care". I know how much they mean when they wish me this. I failed to realize all this while that they are all actually worried about me being here alone. They concern and they care which make me felt very touched. And I'm grateful to have all these ppl around me. I dont think I be a good friend to them, I didnt do much deed to them but they could make me feel so appreciated. Thank you very much and ouhhh well, I think you know who you are since you all make an effort to wish at midnight.

And to my coursemates who come over during the night, I appreciated that very much too. I didnt really expect that they will come because I dont think that they will know my birthday. I always been so quiet and a loner in class. It makes me more than happy to know that they could remember my birthday. Well, I think one could remember a person birthday is already a very big effort. It means you really treated that person as your friend and not just someone you go class with. Even better than just rmber, they came with cakes and sing me a birthday song. Thanks a bunch =)

And this my pre-celebration back in Mlcc.








Thanks alot for this surprise pre -celebration. I really didn expected it. I was so sleepy during the karaoke session that I was so blur when I heard TanMingMing sang the birthday song. I thought she was singing something else but how come it came to the birthday song. Then, I realized ChooChoo came in with the cupcakes. Very lovely Totoro cupcakes! *heart* ♥ For the first time, you guys did it very well. I had no idea about this at all. I really dont know that inside that red luggage bag was this cupcakes. I mean, I look at your bag, it's so flat. You told me it was maggi and stuff, I didnt suspect at all. And when ChooChoo went to her apartment to get the cupcakes, I thought it was really books like what she said. Hhahahhaha, you girls are big liar and great actress now. Hehehhe, thankyou very very much. You all have been my very best friend since secondary. And I know, our bond will never end *kangaroohugs*

Tonight's dinner no pictures available. Had the best dinner with fellow coursemates. I called them not treat but they still insist. It's really very sweet of them. I know the meal aint cheap which make me feel very very very thankful. And it's a very good bonding session with them tonight. We are so into the talking that we almost didn want to leave the place till the workers off the lights. It's all about the experience over here and how we became friends. I'm happy =)

Tmr, another dinner with a close friend of mine in KK. And then, Tuesday will be the official birthday dinner with the only hsemate, Casey (in case I didn mentioned her name before).

I feel that I'm so blessed at this moment. Thanks.