Landed safely in KK. Well, nothing much has changed here. The Mcd still stood well near the petrol station, no additional KFC drive thru, KK drivers are still crazy and urmmm, weather still that unfriendly, hot =( Back here for five days now. Tmr is Monday, so yahh, I will be heading to class. Starting a new semester soon!
This time is a different beginning. Ppl I used to be with it and depends on are all graduating. During first year, I came alone to this land for orientation. But there's a hope, hoping my elder sis to be back soon and I can shift to her place. Then second year, I still came back alone but I'm still with the familiar faces where I used to be with during first year. Now, coming back as third year, still alone on the plane. And also alone in the new hse for five days as my only hsemate as well as my roommate came back later than me. Staying in a strange hse all by myself wasnt easy. But I realized, things dont come easy from the first place I chosen to study here. Nothing was arrange perfectly for me. The reason I go through is because I have to go through. It was tough to be at a strange place, far away from hometown, being no ppl to depend on but life will be even tougher if you are used to the sweet dwelling road.
I wont complaint here because complain only makes me sounds weaker.
I fell sick when I got here. But I still need to drag myself up to get medicine and groceries I needed for the days. This is part of the lesson to be independent. My car tyres tube came off when I was pumping air into the tyre. It was my first attempt to pump air into my tyre and something misfortune befall. I was afraid, I called for a stranger to help. He helped but what worse was I needed to change the tyre. I didn know how because I was a girl after all =.= When he mentioned I might need to find someone to help, I realized there are no ppl in my phone list that I can call to help. It was frightening to realize that. I almost cried but I rmber TanMingMing words, no point crying cause it will only makes you looks ugly. So, I didnt and I got things settled.
Two years here, I was never afraid when my car got problem. And I realized it's because I know there are ppl there to help me to solve the problem. I will now because I have to settle everything by myself.
I know what I go through now will make my future easier as I will be stronger than now =)
Yess, happy faces
I wont complaint here because complain only makes me sounds weaker.
I fell sick when I got here. But I still need to drag myself up to get medicine and groceries I needed for the days. This is part of the lesson to be independent. My car tyres tube came off when I was pumping air into the tyre. It was my first attempt to pump air into my tyre and something misfortune befall. I was afraid, I called for a stranger to help. He helped but what worse was I needed to change the tyre. I didn know how because I was a girl after all =.= When he mentioned I might need to find someone to help, I realized there are no ppl in my phone list that I can call to help. It was frightening to realize that. I almost cried but I rmber TanMingMing words, no point crying cause it will only makes you looks ugly. So, I didnt and I got things settled.
Two years here, I was never afraid when my car got problem. And I realized it's because I know there are ppl there to help me to solve the problem. I will now because I have to settle everything by myself.
I know what I go through now will make my future easier as I will be stronger than now =)
Yess, happy faces
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