Safe & Sound

In the drama On 36 hours call, 鱼子 said,

"When human go faced sadness and death, they often questioned God, why am I the one? Why of all people, I am the one who have to suffer this? Why am I so unlucky? Human, in nature, will keep on ask why. Because they are afraid. They are afraid of pain and death. But actually it's human who forgot that, pain and death will always be a part of our life. We know from the day we born, we will die one day. So, we shouldn't be afraid. We should go through everyday in the best way we can."

Do you understand this?

All of us will have a fear in our heart, in our mind. No matter how strong you are. You will be fear of something. We try hard to protect ourselves from being hurt. We will try hard to prevent ourselves from feeling pain. It's nature. Not every one can make their day pass through with smile. Be thankful that you still have a chance to make a difference in your life. Be thankful that you are not dying tmr, you can still make a better tmr. There are so many things that can make us upset. But if we dont value our days, you will never know when God took it away. It might be just the next hour, an accident, you will be gone.

Think of the last thing you wish to do before you die. Do you wish to cry before you die? Do you wish to leave this world with tears? No one will. Yes, no one will. So, you shouldn't even cry today so it won't be the last thing you ever regret when you're gone.

Try to find the inner peace in your mind.

This song give me a little peace when I start to off track.

I remember tears streaming down your face

When I said, I'll never let you go

When all those shadows almost killed your light

I remember you said, Don't leave me here alone

But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight

Just close your eyes

The sun is going down

You'll be alright

No one can hurt you now

Come morning light

You and I'll be safe and sound

Don't you dare look out your window darling

Everything's on fire

The war outside our door keeps raging on

Hold onto this lullaby

Even when the music's gone

Just close your eyes

The sun is going down

You'll be alright

No one can hurt you now

Come morning light

You and I'll be safe and sound

Just close your eyes

You'll be alright

Come morning light,

You and I'll be safe and sound...

【那些年，我們一起追的女孩】

This movie makes me cry!

The first time I heard about this movie was during end of December. Ppl told me that the ending wasn't a nice one. So, I didn't even thought of watching it at all. I'm scare that I'm too involved with the emotion. Like I watch Titanic, I always tear a little when comes to the ending. I will have a natural flash back of what the lovers did and eventually, teared.

And then I saw this video clip when I was in karaoke with my course mates after my final exam ends, during January. At first, I was happily singing this song as this is a really nice song. It brings back memories even with the title itself "Those day". Then, as I watched the video clip, I astonished. Too indulged with the video clip, I just sat there and watch the whole mv without singing anymore. A thought of myself, "Omgggg, this will be a very nice, SAD story". I can see how lovely there are yet knowing it will be a sad ending. It makes me feel like wanting to watch but scare being too emotional.

So finally, after keeping the movie for a month. I dig up the courage and watch this. The last ten minutes of the movie, I just can't stop myself, I cried. As in, I really cry and not even just tearing. The director make a flash back of them. And if you had watch this, you will know how much the guy love the girl by his action in the end of this story. It was an unexpected action but he just did it to show how much he wanted to do that.

Worst is the movie was based on a true story. Though they may add some additional details in it but it still make this movie so heartfelt.

This movie delivers a lesson. PLEASE CONFESS YOUR LOVE!

Think of a person

To those who read this:

1st: Think of a person in your life who knows a lot about you, a person whom you share most your things with. About your secret, about your thoughts and all your little behavior. A person who knows your habit and little details.

Now, thanks this person for all the patient and care he/ she would give for understanding you and hearing all your confession at most of the time. Thanks this person for being your life support and makes your days better by not bottling yourselves up.

2nd: Think of a person in your living life whom you would want to marry him/her in the next life. You may not work out with this person this life, but you still hope there is a chance in next life. Or you are happily with this person this life and you would want to continue till next life.

Cherish this person no matter what happen for this person has craved an eternal mark in your life. Appreciate this person though he/ she might not belong to you. Cherish and appreciate as you can't force yourself to let go in any way.

♥

The lost ring

I rmber this girl I'd met. She was angry with the person she love. They were arguing about something. Out of anger, she threw away a ring, a couple ring to the field next to them. After long discussion and tears, they were fine back. Then, the guy left and went to take something. After the guy left, the girl immediately rush to the field, looking for something. Yes, looking for the ring. She look for very long, at all possible place where the ring could land. Few minutes later, the guy came back, looking at her finding for their ring. A little smile in his face. They look together for that ring.

Look for long enough, they couldn't find it. Then, they left.

It was almost impossible for the girl to unable to find that ring. The field was just a metre a way from her, when she threw, there was no one pass by at all. The ring must be somewhere just a metre away from her. How far could she throw? It was just a very small field. The ring is silver, it should shine out of the Sun. But she couldn't find it even in such confine place.

She must have thought she could find back when she threw. But she couldn't in the end.

This teaches us never assume you can find back the thing you gave up. You thought you had hold on the situation, taking everything under control, but this is not the case as in the end, faith mislead us. Not everything can be predict. Learn to appreciate.

Imagine

Imagine that there are this two persons in your life.

A perfect person with complete package that you couldn't wish for more. He's good looking, he sends you flower when he's out station, he would cook for you and give you surprises. Call you to make you feel secure and perfect gentlemen. You feel warm and protected with this person. Everything that a girl would dream for. A prince on a white horse in our fairy tales.

And,

An ordinary person with plain looks and nothing much. But whenever you see this person, you feels some chemistry going on. You don't know what happen but there's always sparks and fireworks. The sparks will somehow be there no matter how long you all didn't see each other. Ppl called it butterflies in the stomach. But, this person do not fight for you to be with him though he loves you.

Now, who would you choose?

The first person is irresistible, the second is enchanting.

I gave a deep thought of this myself. And my answer would be, if you want a perfect marriage, you choose the first person. A person who can protect you for the rest of your life though he might not be the one you love the most. It's sad to realize sometimes marriage and love dont comes along. Often, I heard ppl telling me that the person you married will never be the person you love the most. When I was younger, I dont understand. But I think I start to understand this now. Two person who love each other too much expect too much toleration from each other. They expect because they know the person they love would do this for them. They expect, it's pretty normal. How can we live without expecting? It's just like how can you live without expecting the Sun will rise tmr. It's nature. And because of this nature, they can't make it. Ended up, we married a person who we may not love the most, but love him as a husband. Adore him as a life partner. Appreciate him for his pampered and protection. Love in a way not how we used to fell in our first love. So madly, so vulnerable. Never again, because we don't expect that much from this husband as we know some place in our heart, maybe just a tiny place, we had leave it for another person, for the rest of our life.

But if you wanted love, choose the second person. You risk. You risk for a duration, a years, two years, 5 years or 10 years till the sparks no longer exist anymore. You're betting on when this sparks will comes to an end. But of course, the sparks, the chemistry is priceless. There could be a million persons out there whom can appear as a prince charming but it would not be easy to meet a person who you both share the same chemistry. It's just like you can be any Lamborghini and feel happy seating in it. But it's hard to find a carriage which makes you feel like Cinderella. An ordinary person who can makes you feel in a way you never felt before then this person is actually not that ordinary anymore. It doesn't matter whether this person is how imperfect but because of the feeling they gave you, you could never forgot, and this feeling is just right to make this person perfect enough to stay in your heart. It's true that you can forgot how a person look, you can forgot where and when, you can forgot what are you doing at that moment but the feeling they gave you, you can never erase it. This second person is the person that would stay in a tiny space of your heart forever if you be with the first person.

Bits of Psychology

Something I run through and thought it will be interesting.

Well, it's a lesson in Psychology. It's common that ppl love psychology because we always wanted to know how other ppl think and what their body language means. It's a tough one as human being are all different and we can't really tell though we might be a real expert.

So, here's something I can relate it with.

When a person laughs too much even on stupid things,

be sure that person is sad deep inside.

When a person sleeps alot,

be sure that person is lonely.

When a person talks less, and if he/she talks,

he talks fast then it means that person keeps secrets.

When someone can't cry,

then that person is weak.

When someone eats in abnormal way,

then that person is in tension.

When someone cry on little things,

then it means he/she is innocent and soft hearted.

When someone gets angry on silly or small things,

it means he/she is in love.

Sweet desserts

I'd been indulging myself with lots of desserts/sweets/ snacks recently. I don't know what came into me but I'm CRAVING for sweet stuff. I don't normally like sweet things but the taste bud has new interest now. Oh myy, this is bad since sweet always makes ppl fat.

So, this is what I've been treating myself for the week.

♥ #1: Chocolate smoothies from Upperstar ♥

One fine day, after my three hours of tiring lab, course mates were so exhausted and wanting to treat ourselves some delicacies. And all I can think of is THIS! It makes my day!

After chocolate smoothies, we want more happiness. We head to this!

♥ #2: Small pearl milky tea from YOYO! ♥

Yoyo always stand a very special place in my heart. Every semester, I never failed to not drink this! Just when the days get rough, a cup of yoyo will make the days better. Or when the days are so dull, so frustrated with assignments and upcoming exams, Yoyo will be the champion to brighten the day.

And the daily snacks I'm having ...

♥ #3: Butter cookies from Kjeldsen ♥

This is a new love. Usually I don't munched cookies. Told you, I don't favoured sweet stuff. I dont even craved for cookies or biscuits. I always think that cookies are so dried. Only get excited when the cookies look super cute or the cookies was made by me. But now, I'm loving this butter cookies!

And finally, I will have this at least once in every semester.

♥ #4: Cupcakes from Boutique Cupcakes! ♥

I love their cupcakes alot simply because they look lovely! And of course, tasting good too!

Closer look of the vanilla with banana flavour cupcakes! Yumss!

♥ #5: Fruit tart from Boutique Cupcakes ♥

Something new in Boutique Cupcakes, it looks too irresistible to say no. I bought it together with the cupcakes and this taste even better than the cupcakes! I love peach I love strawberries and the combination with its tart, ohhhhh lovely day for me! I'm loyal fan to Boutique Cupcakes now ~

Little reasons to smile #6: DESSERTS! =)

A story of Star.

A short story to share.

We were both young when we met, at age of 10. We were never close nor get along well. It was 12 when you start following my footsteps before I even realized. Till when I'm 13, you told me that you like a girl. I guess the name of the girl. Never came across my mind that it will be me, but it just happen this way. I was shocked and walked away. You came back telling me that you might one day die for this girl. I kept silent. The day after, I forgot about this as you are never a serious person. Then you came to tell me to forget what you had said. And I did it.

Six months after your confession when things seems to be fade away, I heard things from friends that you think my eyes were pretty. You are afraid too look at my eyes as you scare you will fall for me. That moment I realized you might still like me. And at the same time, I did fell for you. You came to tell me you have a new target, a new girl that you like. I was sad but still keeping a slight hope that it was me. Like before, I guess the name of the girl, but this time you never tell me who it was. Instead, you tell my close friend who it was. It was actually me. I was really happy that time yet I didn make a move forward. You told my friend a story, a magnet story, that no matter how two magnets trying to be pull apart, they will always be attracted and goes back together. No matter how hard, it will goes back together, attraction forces, referring to your feeling towards me.

And you told my friend too that wherever you walk, you will meet me just so coincidentally. I didn realized. When I heard this, I do start to count the time we meet coincidentally. And to my surprise, it was true =) Each time when I reach sch, I see you walking in front of me. Just each time. Each time I went to toilet, you will be at the other end of the class, coming out the same time as I was. Each time I walk at a corridor, you will be walking at some corridor at upper level. I remember I did the counting and it was almost a hundred times.

Yet, this year ends without anything happen.

We were then 14. A new starting of school and my feelings toward you was no longer there after two months of sch break. It thought what happening between us was just a crush. And I have new a crush with this guy and you always tease me with him. We went for a trip together. You were so close with my friend and weirdly, I got jealous. At night, we went for a walk together with all others. They were so busy with their shopping and we have this moment together. It was raining. My head got drip with water and you pulled me aside. I rmber the way you look at me very well, you look at me very deep. I can see through your eyes that you still have this feeling for me. And I know too, I fell for you again. After that night, I got sick. Heal from sick and it was back to our normal day again.

At 15, we were just like normal friends. Now, we always have activities together. You were the leader of my team. We spent most of the evening together. There was once you were sick and I got really concern. I get medicine for you. Then you was afraid that you wasn't a good leader and I tried to convince. But it didn work out. I felt disappointed that I wasn't the one who can cheer you up. I have some feelings for you but I guess it is just not the case for you. And I let go.

At 16, we went for a sch trip. This time you sat with me in the bus. You burned song that I wanted so much. So, we share the same walkman and hear the song for the whole journey. During the night, we have a dinner. I dressed in white dress. I came out from my room and you were looking at me with some mesmerize looks. I can never forget because this feeling is the best feeling ever. I'm totally convinced that I look good with the way you look at me. But later, I have a crush toward a guy I meet at this trip. The feeling with you was disconnected again. I always though we were just friend.

At 17, things were all usual. Our status was friend. No feelings, I'm sure till an event. You screwed something in that event. You was so afraid, so afraid. So, we managed to settle thing by the help of many ppl. When that trouble was settle, you came to me and give me a big hug. I was very shocked. I look at you and asked are you okay. You told you were and walked away. When you hugged me, my heart beats very fast. And because of this hug, I know very well I will be forever stuck with you. For I have fell for you again and again, for so many times and all these years. From that hug, I could tell. Months later, in my friend hse, you were there as well. A song play out and you sang to me. It was the first song you sang to me. And till now, that song is heart warming. In the time later, I decided to tell you how I feel. And I did.

And what I found out is all these years, you were trying so hard to be friend with me. All these years, you were still loving me from the first day you confessed. You thought I didn't have the same feeling toward you.

In the end, we are finally together after 5years of puzzling.

From the story: You will never know who you fall in love with. In time, you may think that this person wasn't the one. But you will just never know. If you do not believe in yourselves. Believe in your feelings. If you could fall in love with a person again and again. Then, it's no longer crush. It must have been love. No crush could last longer than years. And waiting is just wasting time. You never know how the other person feel if you never make a move.

Heart balloons

I rmber you telling me that you always give me heart balloons and force me do no chores =)

This little thing, I still rmber. And feel sweet though I no longer own it.

Thanks for the memories ♥

The sky above.

I just hate to be in bad mood. When ever I'm in bad mood, what ever that come across my sight just become so insightful no matter how adorable things are, how tasty food is, how wonderful quotes means and how nicely the song sounds, IT JUST MAKE ME UNHAPPY! Yes, I'm mad. I'm literally mad at anything! Or simply nothing! Good, the pms strikes me. Took all over my soul and every hormones. Me is just no longer Yap Pui Foong.

I came through this stupid quotes that may sounds very enlighten to most ppl but for this particular moment, I just find it annoying.

Yes, we don't always need to pretend strong. We don't need to prove ppl that we are the mighty dinosaur that are not afraid of the sky falling. But if you are crying in front of ppl everyday, ppl will just think that you are pathetic attention seeker that are so vulnerable that can even stand upon your own feet. Try finding a person and tell him/her all your depression story and cry your lung out to express yourselves. Talk to him/ her everyday and cry, cry, cry. I bet in a week him/ her will be missing in fb and you will forever see him/ her offline!

We pretend all time because we have to. Because that is the only thing we feel that is so secure. We want that mask so ppl could look at us as a happy person and treat us the same as all happy ppl out there. We do not want to cry because we don't want any special attention that would make us so weak. We do not want to cry because we do want to depend on a third party to stand up. We pretend all that so we can be a person we wanted to be so much, so desperately.

And most importantly, we pretend to be so fine because we don't want ppl to concern so that we do not need to tell the sad story again.

It's not that we don't want to cry. It's just crying is tiring too.

Minions in action

Little reason to smile *correction to LAUGH #5: Watching these Minions!

Despicable Me creator did a great job. They make all the kids hippy looking at these minions. And they make adults giggles when ever we heard the minions giggles. So, everyone is happy with the minions. The creators may go to heaven now =)

Randomly spotted this mini movie in Youtube and I can't believe I actually enjoy and giggle out loud when watching this. I usually don't like watching dumb video where something like mouse or squirrel or whatever creature chasing over something as this kind of short video always end up with the SAME ending, that is the thing they are chasing is GONE. And then, the chaser will be devastated and eventually a new target will appear and they will start chasing over it again. This mini movie was pretty much of that but these MINIONS MAKE IT CUTE!

MUST WATCH!

Hrmm, I was not quite in the mood today and I just feel like staying at home, doing completely nothing. What I mean doing completely nothing is I don't even feel like walking to the toilet to pee. I just feel like lying on a sofa or my bed and breath. Sounds pathetic so I drag myself up and came to blog. I'm surprise that my fingers are functioning well in typing and my brain start constructing nonsense. Yet, I dont feel good. Just every month, there will be a period when I get really moody. I guess this is the start of that duration. Oh goshhhh, bless me with an aim. Enlighten me please =( I think I should just watch this mini movie again and again to make myself a happier kid =/

Toddles!